Red-Handed

For the past few years, I realized that my instincs are always right. Most of the time I'm in a state of shock because there are things I find out that I would have rather not known. It hurts me because they're usually people I care about who have lied to me and I know... I just know. The stuff they lie about are ugly and I'm just too naiive to even think that people could actually do those things underground.

Somehow, I try to make my instincs make me feel positive but it never works out. I always get negative feelings. Eugh.
Even if they're positive, they turn out a disaster.