Something to tell

When I see people smile and laugh away, it makes me feel much much better and it calms my anxieties down..So being around people who take it easy, really makes a difference! Yall Easy Peasy's, come rite out!

For the past week, I realized that I confesssed things to my 'friend' who I trusted for years...But she betrayed that trust by blabbing whatever I felt out about anybody or anything..Ironically enough, I don' feel hurt..I learnt a lesson..the hard way..As usual..Anyway, so I don't know what damage she has done..and one of them is what others who don't know think about me..because of all the shit she said to them..

But I'm sure they have an impression..Life is too short for me to go and confront her and make a big issue about things. Something tells me that it's gonna fire her rite back in the ass..It's just not her..confrontation with senselessness is really a waste of anybody's time.

The only way I can change people's perspectives, is to socialize with them so they can figure out the real me..But is it really necessary to socialize with people who HAVE ZERO SIMILAR INTERESTs?!!?

For a person who is so selfish, materialistic and inconsiderate and who doesn't understand the concept of 'forgive and forget'..In the short-term..It's all good..But in the longer term, life could get bitchy..

There's a whole bunch of people on my watchlist..who I know in one or another are gonna pay the price..But when..I don't know..

I'm just the spectator..Sittin back with my popcorn, legs right up on the seat infront..and just watching..

Anyway, Back to those smiles.. Ironically, blabbing to happy strangers, who've been there-done that, alleviate some of my most pathetic worries because listening to their experiences opens new perspectives and makes me realize that half the people I met here, having nothing to tell!

And even when you have something to tell, They are too shallow to listen