Mom Please

It annoys me when my mother goes on about how great people are just because they are beautiful. She goes on and on praising them. She doesn't know the real deal, I know alot about these people, she goes on praising like their shareefat makah... Mom Please.

Yes every beautiful person will turn heads, but, there is so much more than just being beautiful and how you define it.

However in our society, beauty wins and that's where it stops.

Red-Handed

For the past few years, I realized that my instincs are always right. Most of the time I'm in a state of shock because there are things I find out that I would have rather not known. It hurts me because they're usually people I care about who have lied to me and I know... I just know. The stuff they lie about are ugly and I'm just too naiive to even think that people could actually do those things underground.

Somehow, I try to make my instincs make me feel positive but it never works out. I always get negative feelings. Eugh.
Even if they're positive, they turn out a disaster.

The Last to Know

I'm always the last to know about every little thing! Whether it's my friends or family. I mean ok. i'm not dying to know but my sister pisses me off with the way she doesn't tell me anything especially the juice she has about people I know better than she does ... She talks to me whenever she feels like it...most of the time, she's just bitching me off.

On another note: I hate it when there are some people I know who say things to me and mean something else. EFT. I don't come from there. So gurl, I'm clueless.... really.

I Don't wanna know your gossip and I really don't understand your puns. Never will.

AirHead

I can't take it when people go on and on about how much they weigh and what size jeans they wear! especially since they've lost alot of weight after years of taking up more air space.

Hello, do I look like a lesbian to u? and if i were one, i'd rather sleep with HER rather than you!

I'm not kidding, my friend just rants and rants about it everytime she speaks to me.Believe me, I wish she knew that I really don't care...and it doesn't ignite nething close to jeolousy.

Everything people care about here are so lame. I dont care about the latest JOE's and how well they fit..I don't really care about the new trend like street-dancing aerobics (whatever that is) to sound cool. EUGH! I could go on and on .

Be yourself and let it be. Straight up. Why do people have to go out of the way to prove things to others. My friends, except for 1 or 2 know JACK about me and what I like doing. I like it that way.

Work:

Apart from surfing the net, I was quite pleased that the new CFO and the new MD's wanted to have lunch with me before I leave!

The other Managers ... I don't want to begin...they suck. none of them even raised the issue to me. it's like I don't even exist. Thank God I won't have to waste any of my efforts for them.

Other than that, I can't stand my immediate boss and the rest. They are so Anal and condescending. I feel like I'm in high school all over again because it's about the cool/uncool culture. Get over it.

Like the highschool geeks are overachievers at this place and act like theyre the coolest in the investment world, hangin till late, and I'm the one with the attitude problem because I actually have a life after work.

1st DAY Bloggin

Hope this time blogging works out for me;

and We Begin......

I am so Glad I am leaving my current job...Im gonna spill out how I really feel here since I have to pretend everything's just great in real life.

• Management don't give a shit. They suck with crap experience
• The team suck cuz theyre so selfish
• 'them and US' is goin way out of hand
• Theyre understaffed because theyre picky about who they pick. They want great degrees and smart-asses because they think theyre prestigious (which by the way is their image to outsiders- Too bad, you gotta be in here to really believe)

I'm looking forward to gaining investment experience in my next job. This time, it's professional.

Why dint I think of it in the first place?

Oh well, Ive never made the rite decision without going through the hard way neway!